„Cause that which is above
to be below“
said my master
I had to follow him
and achieved the state of solution
„Cause that which is visible, to be invisible“
claimed my master,
I had no other choice
and I began to work with  my dispersed arms and legs
in space
I felt the body movements at the first moment
out of control
but with the passsing of time
I entered into my master`s equation
 For that aim
I had to follow his next advice:
„Cause that which is palpable, to become impalpable.“
Girating my body
I could not find his path,
everything I was moving on myself
had no coherence any more
I wished for a while I were at home,
not here in this horrible space
My master he noticed my anguish
and he shouted to me his first words:
„ Again, let that which is below become that which is above“
I tryed the lost motion again
My limbs felt very heavy
but my arms and my head began to answer again to my
commands
Now I should not stop moving
in the circle
performing the quickest movements
to arouse the overcoming power
 emerging under my skin and sweat
I obeyed to the words of my master:
„ Let the invisible become visible,
 and the impalpable, palpable.“
The master tattled the rhythm with his hands
and imposed to me the last warping moves
to their highest ecstasy
At the end
I felt myself only exausted and empty
but I could hear how his last words
brought the tears to his eyes:
„Here you see the perfection of our Art,
 without any defect, or diminution.“

The rishi saw shiva`s eye in heaven
has he was walking along the holy river,
he looks at the west side of the sky
and he felt the trembling of the boulder beneath his feets:
that was the expected sign
of the reversal,
the birth of a new cycle.
The old prophecy
came true.

Don`t follow the suggestion
of your fantasies,
the illusory dreams of
profaned esoterism,
the plane of spiritual wellness
with inflationary
coachers
and positiv-minded
indoctrinators.
Know please
that the game you wish to play
means to play with the fire
that really burns
and hurts like hell.
The real journey
to the center 
brings real suffering
and real pain
because
the dark alloy has to be first
liquefied
and finally to be decomposed
under heating
to get into the state
of gold.
So please
try to consider
again your real purpose.
The path is not a joke.
 

The eightfold pathway 


I saw the eightfold pathway.
It`s irradiance
pervades and destroys
the power of Darkness.
The  labyrinth of the Eight is opened but
it`s central point is empty.
It`s code is hidden in the
spiral pictures
that Jeschua loved to draw
in the sandy soil
when he was absorbed
in the messages of the Father
hearing the motion of
the invisible,
the impalpable
spirit of breath
around his body.
There would be a last dance of the twelve one.
Jeschua knew that unavoidable fact very well,
and he knew also that
he had to die after the invocation of the one Eight,
however he felt some release because
of the comforting Presence of  the beloved father in his hearth.
At that night he stood in the middle of the circle of the twelve
and he called loudly to all disciples present:
„The one Eight sounds with us.
Amen!
The Twelfth number above leadeth the dance.
Amen!
All whose nature is to dance
do dance
Amen!
Who does not, knows not what is being done.
 Amen!“
The circle accelerated it`s motion
while Jeschua was heaving his hands:
Now answer to my dancing!
„See yourself in me who speak;
 And seeing what I do,
Keep silence on my mysteries.
Understand by dancing, what I do;
 For thine is the Passion of Man
 that I am to suffer.“
And some time later
having dancing these things
he  disappeared alone in the night.
 

Eros,
the god of love,
needs the two
to achieve the state of the one,
the new life.
The polarity of love
needs the polarity
of man and woman
to expand.
There are four principles
of the sexus in the human beeing,
when man and woman
come together
in the union of love:
The masculine in the man,
the feminine in the woman,
the non-masculine in man and
the non-feminine in the woman.
But
the non-masculine it is not the feminine:
it ist the absent masculine in man`s life
and
the non-feminine is not the masculine:
it is the absent feminine in woman`s life,
because the man is not the woman
and the woman is not the man.
If the man doesn`t live his manhood
he will induce the non-masculine
to increase in him and
to be the  determinant that rules his feelings and deeds:
he will not feel his potence,
his audacity,
his ambition
and he will be not able to pursue
his vision of happiness.
But
the non-masculine is the door for the man
to feel the feminine in the woman,
when man and woman joint together
in the union of their bodies.
The non-masculine ist the reversed masculine
not the feminine
and
it only achieves it`s wonderful  function in the man,
when it `s polarity works as a whole together with the masculine principle.
The non-feminine is the door for the woman to hear
the masculine principle in the man.
The non-feminine is the reversed feminine principle
not the masculine principle;
Living the feminine
counter-balances
the non-feminine principle in the woman,
giving real harmony to her life.
But living the non-feminine principle too much
makes the woman
not caring,
hard,
humourless
and deprived of devotion
she will not understand the masculine in the man.
So be masculine to harmonise  the non-masculine,
if you are a man
and be feminine to harmonise the non-feminine
if you are a woman.
Don`t try to play the nonpolar hermaphrodite.




 

"Ehyeh asher ehyeh"


Sorry, my friend,
it`s not true
the idea of karma...
It`s a myth
worked out
from the
conceited brahmin castes
to maintain their privileges.
They could so explain
the hierarchy
of those
who rule
the rights and claims
of society.
And the miserable,
the poor
the untouchable,
they had to suffer
because of their bad karmas.
There is no karma
playing with our life,
and this life is not the causal effect
of a previous existence.
Because you as "I am" have never lived before.
Not you,
No.
Not either your so-called “higher self“,
the believed unparticipant witness
in vedanta stories.
The principle
that rules the effects of our deeds
mirrors the movement
of your actions
in the endless space.
It projects your words,
your doings
in the sphere of your dreams,
when you sleep.
When you die,
you enter in the territory of the non-logical,
in the non-causal chain of non-existence.
It`s symbol is a rotating wheel
with a center
circling
every where in space.
In this center
There exist only the perception
of movements,
mirroring all the words, ideas,
gestures, emotions,
thoughts, pain and pleasure
that the rotating wheel is
catching from your final breath.
The world of the dreams
is the world of the preformed,
the sleeping essence of all
causal forms.
It´s  immaterial substance
is very subtle,
somehow
invisible.
You can it call the source of the soul, the fountain.
But there, it doesn`t exist any shape of individuality,
in this substance, there is no personal “ I am“ . Not anymore.
The projection of the movements of your final breath
takes place in the circumference of the rotating wheel.
which creates a new center of the rotating wheel in space.
The wheel`s center is only One
but it is everywhere
all present
because it is only One breath that is breathing
and
you are the One in every one,
and
every one
is the One in you.
The mirror in the world of the dreams
transcends the causal plane of action and reaction:
It`s nature is
spontaneously,
not rational,
and not logical.
It`s substance is made of pure love
that binds the freed
and solves
the enslaved.
The nature of the One
balances
and
counterbalances
all the movements
of all the breathing universe.
It is the only One
that can affirm “ I am that I am“.
It´s principle
is based in the power of grace and compassion.
Remember that,
the wheel put your final breath
on the scales
of love, grace and compassion.
So please
don`t judge about things you don `t know,
about things you can not perceive.
and about coherencies
that you are`nt able to presume.
Don`t believe in karma.

The planting of the Lord



„To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion,
to give unto them beauty for ashes,
the oil of joy for mourning,
the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness;
that they might be called trees of righteousness,
the planting of the LORD,
that he might be glorified.“

( Jesaja, Cap. 61,3)



Can you hear the sound ?
Can you see me ?
Can you believe in my words ?
When the wind blows
in the desert
I should hear at the voice of my Lord
whispering
all His secrets
and promises
so deeply,
so gently
in my wounded hearth..
expanding,
shining,
coming true in my body.
O, but I am blind now
and I can`t hear anything anymore.
The desert`s truth
is hard to bear
because
it makes the traveler
poor
and lonely.
But to hear the sound,
and to see the new land
it is good
to be blind
and to be deaf.
In the desert
learn to see
and to hear
the inner word
of our Lord.
He takes the outer light away from our eyes
and He dispels the outer sound from our hears
to be the One in
each One of us:
Brothers and sisters
within the One.
O Jerusalem, wake up,
the darkness is covering the earth
but the Lord
shall arise upon you,
all the world
shall come to your light
and kings
to the brigtness
of your raising,
just up your eyes about
and see
how
all they come together;
they come to you,
they bring the incense
and the gold
to praise
our Lord.
Can you hear the desert`s sound now ?
Can you see me ?
Can you believe in my words,
when the wind blows
in the desert ?

"And the breath of some became as stinking as that which is loosed from the bowels, and some had an issue of splitte, and evel-smelling and unclean vomit rose from their inward parts. All these uncleanesses flowed  by their mouths.
In some, by the nose, in others by the eyes and ears. And many did have a noisame and abominable sweat come from all their body, over all theit skin.
And on many limbs great hot boils broke forth, from which carne out uncleannesses with an evil smell, and urine flowed abundantly from their body;
and in many their urine was all but dried up and became thick as the honey of bees; that of others was almost red or black, and as hard almost as the sand of the rivers. And many belched stinking gases from their bowels, like the breath of devils. And their stench became so great that none could bear it.
And when they baptized themselves, the angel of water entered their bodies,
and from them flowed out all the abominations and incleannesses of their past sins (...). And all were trermbling with terror when they looked
upon all these abominations (...) And they rendered thanks to God who had sent his angels for their deliverance."

 (From the Essene Gospel of Peace, Book One)


The baptism
can only be performed through your body,
this is the meaning of the
the living temple
of the Lord
in your spiritual life.
This is the holy vehicle for your deliverance.
Jeshua said to all men and women
as he was standing on the bank
of the jordan river:
 "Happy are those
that perserve to the end,
for they shall inherit
the earth".
The baptism`s process is a
cleansing process of  body
and mind 
through the grace
and the power
of the Lord.
Jeshua`s sentence
"they shall inherit the earth"
reveals the promised awakening
and enlightenment
of all those
who are able to open their hearts
to the spiritual majesty
of our mother earth,
our Goddess,
and to honour properly
her very precious gift for us:
our body,
the temple of the holy Father.
So be aware,
embody now,
be the son,
the daughter
of your Mother and
your Father.
Because this
is the real heritage
of God`s
earthly and
heavenly Kingdom.
 

 


 

If you are able
to see with your inner eyes
and to ear
with your inner ears
you will finally
understand the power of baptism.
Baptism is the initiation
into the mysteries of
embodiment.
It`s goal is to bring up the gold,
the pure
in your soul,
the hidden pearl
submerged into the ocean of
cosmic light and sound.
But this initiation`s pathway
can only be given
through the grace of the Lord
to the man,
to the woman
that is able to open
the own hearth to God`s
unconditional,
endless
love.
This hearth`s opening process
can be very painful
and very hard to bear.
The transmutation of
all impurities
will be performed in yourself.
This is the real meaning
of words about the "blind man"
or the "paralyzed man"
among other expressions of the invalid
and the broken in yourself.
The words:
"Come to me all who labour and are heavy laden
and I you will give you rest"
tell the truth about
the huge power of love
that heals all
wounds and afflictions
of those
who have already surrendered themselfs
to the coming baptism`s fire
entering into the kingdom
of the heavens.
This is the old promise,
which includes
all planetary turbulent circunstances
that are involving the impact
of the second coming.